kissing you.

okay, so sorry for the lack of updates.
lifes been kinda boring recently.
dance have occupy like 70% of my life last week.
so here is the update:)

-30Th May 2010-
dinner @ KUSHIN-BO suntec city with family.
it was awesome:))
happy!
also celebrated my birthday in advance.
daddy and uncle Kennedy gave me a birthday surprise.
didn't know i was celebrating my birthday till the person walk to our table with the cake on the hand.
so this birthday was a success.
<3

-28th to 30th May 2010-
Dance Camp @ yuying.
it was really fun but tiring..
especially the night where we had to stay over.
so imma talk bout that day.
it was day two.
dance started at 9 and ended at 10.
after dance, me,glen,cher,jac,xy,wongwong,mum,win went to eat selegie beancurd.
everyone had a bowl and taobao for the rest back.
mum,cher,win,wong cabbed back to school.
me,glen,jac,xy "walk"back to school.
but in the end, we RAN all the way back to school.
crossed all the roads diagonally.
stop in the middle of the roads to take pics.
look at ow crazy when all the dancers come together..
back,bath and all the alumni dancers sat at the paradesquare ,
started bitching,eating,photos:)
anyway, it was awesome,
HEY DANCERS, lets all go tauhuay again!

-25th to 27th May 2010-
so,25th had rehearsal @ republic poly and performance on 26th and 27th.
the event was called MOMENTUM 2010.
everyone there was so pro..
sim came to watch and he said it was not bad..

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Today had training in the morning.
SAP tmr to thursday.
dance at night on wed.
tuition tmr at 3.
rehearsal and performance on friday.
look at how hectic my june can be -.-

nothing in this world.

Dear Bloggie,

so, my grades aint good at all.
im sad like really.
its like no matter what i do, nothing seem great at all.
nothing is going in my way.
this is exactly not what i wanted.
i've fail my mummy, i've fail my daddy.i've fail sim.
i've let all those there for down..
his result aint what i expected it to be.
meeting VP for the second time already.
look, how great can my life get??!
i want to cry. i want to die.
i don't want to let those that care for me to be hurt to be sad.
i dont want to regret for what i do.
many ppl have told me its okay, you just have to pia for EOY.
but comeon, i have to clear this hurdle right in front of me first before i can move on.
right now i dun even know what will happen to me.
my grades suck, everyone is worried for me. which i dont want them to.
so what am i gonna do now?
thursday is meet the parents.
yes meeting the VP.
how i wish i was in primary school.
now i really wonder god, where are you when i needed you most?
i pray ever now and then than if only i could just improve my grades.
i seriously dont want to retain another year.
i've already wasted enough time.
not gonna waste anymore.
is time really the factor thats stopping me?
why is my result so lousy?
i wanna make my parents feel proud,be happy.
but nothing seem right.
i suck.
im such a failure.
im not born smart.
so why do you have to make my life so miserable?

sometimes, enough is really enough.

there it is.

JERRY YAN!
watching DWL now, ella and jerry are like so cute together.
awwww.
lovely:)
bye gonna continue watching.

skylight.

MYE FRIGGIN ENDED.

IP man with the trackers later.
love them TTM!

how to save a life?

M.I.A-ING.
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