i love you but i can't say it.

im freaking tired today.
crap shit of 6x200m
trials today was chaos.
im giving up.
dun wanna go for wednesday trng.
but if i dun go, my attendance will not hit 75%
im losing my intrest in track.
track isnt wad i wanted all along.
but ive said to sim that im gonna do this for him.
and i will try.
yea, TRY.
i nedd motivation.
a serious one..

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tired like fuck,
but i still gotta study geog..