i'll be dead soon

guilt came crushing over me and god knows why.. combine sports meet day 1 is like next friday?? 13march and me... cant even run properly.
i may just breakdown anytime, any minute
1st for me for sec1 and 2, wad about 3 and 4??
for god sake, YOG!! byebye i know you are flying away, and just here to pay me a visit.
thr physio dosent do me any help.. how to get myself in good shape by then??
stress,pressurize and sad are 3 words that could describe me currently.





ps;im sorry, im useless..